attending the exam and its pretty tired and sucks

ARE YOU MY FRIEND?

Will you be there when I'm down,

And catch me when I fall?

Will you hold me when I need

To feel the warmth of your touch?

Will you laugh when I laugh,

And cry when I cry?

Will you let me rant and rave,

When I need to let off steam?

Will you discuss those painful things,

That you'd rather not think about?

Like the times we've hurt each other,

And promised would never do so again?

Will you say the right thing,

When all I've heard is the wrong?

And tell me soothing words,

That make the pain I feel subside?

Will you understand me when I say,

"I can't see you now, go away"?

Will you come back when I call,

As if nothing happened at all?

If you'll do these things for me,

And keep smiling all the way.

If you'll be with me through the bad times,

As well as the good.

Then truly you are my friend,

My pal, my mate and my confidante.

And that means so much to me.

I thank you dearly, for being there,

You, My Friend.

missing SPH so bad :(

tears dropped and i wanna say i miss you guys so much :'(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Dear my dearest best-est best friends, happy sweet 17th birthday I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN A LOT!! kalian semua udah besar, harus bisa jaga diri, lebih hati-hati dalam pergaulan, bisa bertanggung jawab sama semua apa yang kalian lakuin, bisa lebih dewasa untuk ngejalanin hidup, udh harus bisa ngerti mana yg baik mana yg buruk, makin sayang sama gue ya :) Buat Pevita makin sukses ya sayang kita temenan dari kecil sampe selama-lamanya juga ya. Buat Karina, jangan nakal-nakal lagi udah besar ga boleh childish hahahaa

Kiss Kiss :* Muaaaaacchhhhh

Joel Madden is the man!

"Happy Batik Day everybody"

"Shout to all my people in Indonesia. Be strong. Our thoughts and prayers are with you."

he said these words in Twitter, I love you Joel! you're the best! come again to Indonesia, I'm waiting

hey hey hey bloggers, what's up? sorry for not posting for a long long time. i've been busy with the exams. I'm tired!!

Anyway, someone has just stole my heart. Actually I get closed with him as a best friend. But then, that feeling grown up by the time. I don't know what I'm suppose to do. I know it sounds silly but yeah, I like you. This is a poetry for you boy,

I want to make your heart beat just for me.

I want a true love in my lonely life.

I've looked a long time, dated many men,

But none I walked with walked in step with me.

We walk together well, the best of friends.

Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut

To go together, zigzags complementary.

But now I would be something more than friends.

I know I take a chance to mention love.

I've no idea what feeling's in your heart.

But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star,

I know I'd make you happy for your love.

Now is 10.56 pm and im still awake. sitting in front of my Imac, typing, listening to fall for you by second hand serenade and webcam-ing with Syaputra Kamandanu. do you guys know him? I would put his pic so you guys could know him.

Im freaking boring lately, i was thinking that 3 more days i will go to school and attend the mock test wtf? Oh noooo i need more holidays please!!

so here is his picture (sorry dhan i took this from your fb hahahahaha)

FROM DANIVA

RAFIKHA KENIA UTAMI (:

this is the second time i making this post for rafikha kenia utami!!
pleassee fikh, dont get mad at me ur like my best-est friend (: i know ur mad u might think i replaced you with my new friends but you're wrong girl, its always been you! and it'll always be..
i miss you fikh pleasee jangan marah sama gw,plleaasse i'll do anything !! i mean it..
i love you fikha ! i might sound crazy and creeepy but YOU, you really get me, we hate the same people hehe (: and we have tons of fun when we're together well, idk bout you but i do and i mean it !

-Friends are like condoms,they protect you when things get hard.-ur my condom baby hehe, i think i gave the wrong example...

but anyways i love you pleaseee forgive mee!!

aaww

Joel Madden said : Its sad news, but it wont scare me from going back to Jarkarta. That place is awesome, definitely going back this year or next and Bali 2...

Don't get your impression of indonesia from the news, It is one of my favorite places in the world and the people there rule. Dumb terrorist

welcome to bm

heeeyy guys sorry for not updating blog, i've been so busy with new school stuffs. Yeaaaah now I'm a student of Bakti Mulya 400. ohemjih, I was so scared with the first day of school cos I didn't know the people and I was the only one new student who got into grade 12. and today is the second day, and prob I got some really nice friends and we always go to tendu after school. it was fun ♥ 

oh ya btw, happy birthday auditaaaaa

:(

tiamaria says: (10:08:42 PM)

Fik pokok nya perjanjian kita klo lo di bm jgn somse2 ya gw crita ntar di bbm klo lg di klsss huhu

LADY GAGA IS MY BEST FRIEND! hahahahahaha

JANGAN MENYERAH by d'masiv

Tak ada manusia

Yang terlahir sempurna

Jangan kau sesali

Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah

Dapatkan cobaan yang berat

Seakan hidup ini

Tak ada artinya lagi

Syukuri apa yang ada

Hidup adalah anugerah

Tetap jalani hidup ini

Melakukan yang terbaik

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan

Kebesaran dan kuasanya

Bagi hambanya yang sabar

Dan tak kenal Putus asa 

i miss them more than a lot

fake

dear people, there's a fake facebook that using my name. if 'rafika kenia utami' add you as your friend, please ignore it. that's not mine. Mine is 'rafikha kenia utami' using H.

Thank God

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so happy cos my brother doesn't mad at me anymore after we went through a big fight. *sigh* finally, thank God   : ) : )

A Fish I Wish

Oh how I wish I was a fish to swim in the deep blue sea.

I would swim up and down and all around in laps of two or three.

There would be no rules to follow,all fun down here.

On land rules are trouble,a real pain in the rear.

Humans are not wanted down here and for them you must always look.

For they only want to see us fish dangling from their hook.

A sea full of wonder,yes that's the life for me.

Oh how I wish to be a fish and one day soon I'll be!

SPH VS BM

It's time to say good bye for SPH people :(       ooohhh lord, hell ya I'm crying. It's too sad to leave them all. They are such a family for me. I wanna thank all of my friends, 11 graders especially 11.1 thank you so much for the wonderful 2 years, we've been through lots of sad and joyful times together, we fight for exams, AAAHHH GOOD LUCK FOR NATIONAL AND IB STUDENTS, i love you all so much!

Big big big thanks and big hug for Melvin Hade and Nikolas Adia for being my little brothers :) pretty sad to leave you guys even I'm not moving abroad but yeah, I'm totally sad. 

I thank for all teachers for everything for the education that you gave to me, thank you so much

for my lovely SPHBSCC (sekolah pelita harapan bukit sentu children choir) thaaaaank youuuu so muchhh guuuuyyysss! omg I'm not the part of the team now :(      thank you for everything, we've been through lots of fun at Austria. Good luck on your next WORLD CHOIR GAMES at china. wanna join but can not, daym! Thank you pak daniel! i love SPHBSCC a lot

BYE       SPH      HALLO      BM!!!!

1 more week will be useless

I'm just doing nothing rite now, in the library and sitting in front of my laptop. You know what? I forgot to bring my charger for laptop. I left it in my house, poor me. So how do you do guys? pretty bored here, do nothing all day long at school. Free time free time and free time. I'm planning to go to sleep after I write this. It's useless to go to school for 1 more week daayymm!

OHEMMJEEEEHHH!!! MANOHARA PINNOT HAS JUST CAME BACK TO INDONESIA!!!!! she ran away from the kingdom people when she was in Singapore. They went to Singapore bacause the King was sick. They actually decided to stay at spore for 5 weeks, but the guard from Kelantan heard that Manohara's mom was going to Spore to pick her up. In that time Kelantan people had plan brought her to go back to Malaysia.  She was on 13th floor. When her husband asked her to go out, the guard from the Kelantan Kingdom told the husband that Manohara's mom was in the lobby. So, the guard brought Manohara to 3th floor (King's room). There was a woman told Manohara's mom "you are Manohara's mom rite? your child is in the lift and crying. She's on the 3th floor. My room is on the 3th floor too, let me help you" Manohara got in to the lift and the guard from kingdom was trying to inject manohara with (obat bius) but they were scared because there was a camera in the lift, and then she pushed the emergency button, and then polices, indonesian embassy in spore, and people came. and finally monahara and her mom came back to Indonesia! THANK GOD!!!!!!

I'M SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY, oh Kim Bum! be mine pleaseeeeeee! >.<

bored

hay hay hay hay, now people are messing around. Tia and Dennis is calling teachers for fun, Samuel is walking around the class with his sandals, Kartika is playing with her BB, and Gita? ooohh bleeeh she's in the bu Yanti's class to ask some questions for math exams for tomorrow. We have plan to study together after school. So, after this we're gonna to the dorm.

do you think we're gonna study? mmhh, I don't think so hahaha. At the first we will study, but the end we will laugh play and being a disaster for the dorm people hahaha

tuesday

hey guys how do you do?

Now, I'm practicing for the vocal test. its 2 minutes to go! OMG OMG I'm gonna sing tak perlu keliling dunia by Gita Gutawa. pray for me guys, thanks

monday oh monday

Today I attended the final exam, and i was doing 3 exams. Computer, History, and Spiritual Development. Wtf?

It would be finish on friday. Pray for me guys :)

CONGRATULATION for Robby Amoriza for your baby born (even though i know u wouldn't be reading this)

be a good father yaaa, semoga anak lo jadi anak yang soleh. eh anak lo cw apa cowo? mmhh ok, semoga anak lo jadi anak yang soleh/solehah. 

love,

Rafikha Kenia

this is what i call best friend

I will always be there for you,

and I hope you will be there for me too,

for our friendship can never be broken,

I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad,

and in the end we will be glad,

because without you I am nothing,

as you are nothing without me,

we fill the space a lover couldn't fill,

for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill,

and the day you're gone, part of me goes too,

because I wouldn't want to be here with out you,

Best friends forever you and me,

nothing could ever change that

it's destiny! 

Life Paints A Picture

Everyone's life is a picture,

Painted by only one person,

Life itself.

The picture shows everything you're doing,

And everything you have done.

But sometimes, Life gets tired.

And doesn't want to paint a picture.

So, Life sends problems to stop you,

If you give up, your picture is finished.

If you keep going, so does your picture.

So the question is:

How soon do you want to see your picture?

Do you want to see it now?

When it could be so much more?

Or later, when there's so much more than before?

It's your choice,

I'll keep going. 

boys before flowers

 know it sounds gay, and i know you guys will say "iiuuuhhh wtf?"

this movie is pretty cool, it's funny, sad, and romantic. I spent lots of my times to watch this besides I will attend the final exam starts from this Monday and will be finish on Friday. What the hell?

oh these are some pictures:

You have to watch this, it's cool!

friday night goes freaky

its 11.45 and i'm still awake. i was sitting on the bed and watching a korean film. suddenly i got the wireless internet connection (it was from my neighbor, i guess). and i called my lovely limbad's wife on msn.

Fikha: Nivaaaaaa

Daniva: Fikhaaaaa

Fikha: Boseeeenn

Daniva: Sama, bosen baget nget nget nget!

Fikha: Skype!

--------------------------------------------------SKYPE TIME-----------------------------------------------

Fikha: Internet gue mati nyala terus nih, abisnya gue ngambil internet dari tetangga hahahaha

Daniva: Pantes aja skypenya mati 

 terus

Fikha: Lagi ngapain niv?

Daniva: Nulis blog

Fikha: Yaudah gue juga mau re-make blog gue

Fikha: Skype yuk

Daniva: Yuk

--------------------------------------------------SKYPE TIME-----------------------------------------------

So yeah, I'm gonna introduce you guys this is my lovely best friend, Daniva Affan. Usually i call her "LIMBAD". she's a big a fan of Limbad. do you know Limbad ait? He's a grand finalist of the master "mencari bintang tanpa mantra" hahahaha.

Oneday, i watched Indonesian Movie Awards, and in that time I was on the phone with Daniva

Daniva: Eh itu fikha ada limbad itu liat deh, ih serem banget ya allah ihhhhh

Fikha: hahahahaha emang, eh niva itu liat dia jalan2 di atas piso, ih dasar orang gila

Daniva: aaahhh serem fikkkk gue takuuuut

Fikha: hahaha eh udah selese itu. tidur gih sana

Daniva: yaudah gue tidur yaaaa daaaaaa

and my bb was ringing, there was a text from daniva. "GW GA BISA TIDUR! LIMBAD IS ON MY MIND! tai lo fik!" hahahahaha and i was laughing my ass off and said "sorry daniva" 

jadi, buat kalian yang sebenernya takut dan serem liat limbad, ya ga usah di tonton. adanya ga bisa tidur kaya daniva hahahahaha :D

still not over you

where you ever really here?

or where you just a hallucination?

i remember it all so clearly though

your touch

your smile

the look in your eyes

it was real wasn't it?

it has to be

the memory of you locked inside my head

i'll never forget you

even though you left me

RE-MAKE, please enjoy the new one bloggers :)